October 22, 2010

Catch the test

I consider myself a pretty serious person, not that I don't know how to relax ...but I think life is to be taken some what seriously. I can not afford to walk about blind to my own failings and faults...if I am alert and watchful I CAN do something about them if they are habits I have gained over time. And if it is something out of my power GOD CAN DO ALL THINGS!!! My job is to pay attention to what is going on...be honest to the best of my ability.
 
It isn't easy being truthful especially if you " think" you will be in some kind of trouble ( disappointing others, hurting someone's feelings, angering people, or non-approval) I recently went through a situation where I fought within myself to just say the truth. My fears of being in trouble where getting the best of me. It took me some time to say the whole truth and nothing but the truth and guess what!!! NOTHING HAPPENED...everything was fine. It was ALL in MY HEAD. ( In all fairness the person I was dealing with has reacted not well to me before...I obviously was living in the past experiences I have had with that person.) I thought I KNEW what was going to happen....so I stalled and sputtered around.
 
It makes me wonder how often does that happen....
 
How often do we sabotage ourselves living in truth because we are either IN FEAR and ASSUMING we know what is going to happen???
 
Back to being serious....
 
I have been drawn to the word TRUTH for sometime...I started posting quotes and whatever else caught my eye with the word TRUTH in it on my Facebook page.....then I got tested on TRUTH and could SEE it happening...I WAS AWARE it was happening. I was DETERMINED to pass the truth ...speak the truth no matter what I thought I was feeling or fearing!!!
 
 
What is catching your eye that you are learning from or need to learn more of???
 
F and L'er
Starla